thankful to have friends like nat, kini and angelu ❤️ taking me to japan and taking such good care of me 🇯🇵🙏
去愛，去失去，要不負相遇。
happy birthday to you
and pray for positive results from my mri and pet scans tomorrow 🤍❤️🩹😬
CT PET in less than 12hrs
Brain cancer or not, I gotta stay positive
每日都要開開心心 ☺️🥹
Neuropsychiatrist: I’m glad you feel that way, you’ve been through a lot, I applaud your maturity
“So it goes”
Another seizure last week wah 😫
2 seizures in 2 weeks 😞 - MRI booked for the 15th 🙏
organized a small gathering w my strath friends because I heard our youth worker (back in late 2000s) has cancer
I didn’t know that he has late stage glioblastoma and only has 1.5 years to live - ended up crying at strath, he’s so kind and still working, said he doesn’t really want to travel, just want to spend time w his family
When I spoke to him briefly 1 on 1, he said ‘you know how it feels, you’ve been through it before’ I went blank - in my mind ‘NO DAVID, IDK HOW IT FEELS, YOU HAVE A DEATH SENTENCE’
he’s still the same old youth programmer, as if nothing’s changed, perhaps he’s acting that way because wants to strong for his wife and 5 y/o daughter
First Eric and now David ..
I have an appointment at the BC Cancer Agency tomorrow morning - they highly recommend me to bring my parents, should be okay though - haven’t stepped in those doors in a long time
Just don’t know if I can last the app without thinking/crying about David - hope a miracle happens
first hospitalization in 4? years
ER doc thought it was a brain bleed - ended up being radiation necrosis 😞
Scary thing is that I walked in thinking ✨I’m just going to get a CT and head home 🚶♀️ ✨
